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Monday, July 18th, 2005
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9:31 pm - New Entry
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Im reminded of a certain female I once kissed. She was madddd cute.
She liked it when I sang George Michael. She once told me she didnt think she was attractive, when she was drunk. I think she was hot.
If I could, Id make out with her again. Is that a good entry?
current mood:  geeky
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| Monday, March 14th, 2005
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9:47 am - Dreams
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I had a dream some gun men got on the bus while I was going home. They started shooting everyone but I got away. The gun me were white and they were shooting black folk on the bus.
I went home and didnt tell my Mom. But after awhile I broke down and cried and told her. She told me no one shot at you, its just a dream. And then I woke up sweating.
I couldnt sleep so I downloaded the 50 Cent album. As I was downloading I heard 5 gunshots go off in the distance.
I need a gun.
I have a sickness in my stomach. Yesterday my body ached so much all I could was sleep and watch TV. Whats caught up with me? What comes with in with Spring.
current music: 50 Cent - Gatman and Robin
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| Sunday, March 13th, 2005
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2:22 pm - Yawn
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| Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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10:08 am
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| Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
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3:24 pm - My Internet Radio Show Tonight at 9PM Until 11PM
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| Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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12:59 pm - February
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I was gonna write about how I have 4 days in February that I dislike and how they ruin the month for me, but thats whining and I dislike whining.
I could write about how I hope every old person who voted for Bush and suffers as he cuts all the medicaid programs and and creates a third world nation inside this one are happy now. Or about our neverending Imperialism which will now spread to Iran and only confirm to the arab world we are on a mission to destroy them only esculating the final conflict. But thats just boring because we all know these things and really, whats talking on LJ gonna do about it.
I could talk about how Im gonna drop rhymes with Brad tonight, start our second song for our album about living that Dirty brooklyn Rivet Thug lifestyle. But who cares about that other than me and Brad.
Shouldnt Livejournal be about something interesting to everyone? Why write about your bad feelings, the political spectrum and how it affects you, or what youre going to do later? I mean. People are interested in hearing about themselves. Im sure there are a few people that are interested, but you want to appeal to alot of people. See this journal entry is already too long and will be skipped by most.
So. How was your day?
current music: Annoying people talking.
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| Saturday, February 5th, 2005
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1:02 pm
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12:02 pm - TDM was arrested but i still made it to the Party
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On my way to my friend Dawns party last night I decided to tag up on the subway. I think I was being very non chalant about it and just wasnt careful. It was 9pm friday night in a packed station with a police spot upstairs. So I saw a picture of Ray Ramono and wrote "Everybody loves TDM not Raymond". So these two plain clothes cops walk up on me and ask me to stand against the wall and put handcuffs on me. Of course my first thought is "Shit Im gonna miss the party"
So they get into me going to jail, spending the night blah blah. I had a Camus moment in that I didnt really care. I was wearing eyeliner and just wanted to wash it off if I had to go sit in jail. But then me and the one cop got to talking. And I guess we started getting along and talking about like my job, what I do, where I was from. So then he goes to the other cop "Lets not arrest him." Which was nice of him. So after awhile they took off the cuffs and just wrote me a 75$ ticket. Which is better than jail.
I wasnt sure if they were trying to "scare" me, but Im pretty sure you can be arrested for whatever they feel like arresting you for. I made the party and had fun. And Ill continue tagging, I just have to be alot more careful.
TDM
current mood:  anxious
current music: NIN - The Fragile
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| Friday, February 4th, 2005
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3:12 pm - Man
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Sometimes I imagine myself staring into the ocean and then suddenly all the water disappears to reveal all the animals hiding inside. Ive had this thought since I was a little kid, and it's always fascinated me. What lies underneath anything. Imagine all that life, just there for you to see. No more illusions.
There is this cat that always wants into my office, but it sprays when it comes in so we dont let it in. His name is Frank, short for Frankenstein. He'll stand at the border of the door, with memories of how warm and well fed he was inside our office, yet never fully understanding why he is no longer welcome. If only he had the capacity to put one and one together. If he only he would pay attention to his mistakes and learn from them.
Sometimes my greatest fantasy is to fall in love, have kids, move to New Orleans with my family and dog, get a pickup truck, a shotgun, and a hammock. Live in the Garden District and write books. Live in a house built in the 1880's, fix everything myself, and build a tree house for my son. And at night I would discuss the day with my wife and kiss her goodnight before we fell asleep under the hot New Orleans night. Boy that there seems like the warmest feeling I could possibly think of.
current music: NIN - La Mer
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8:29 am - Pushy Niggas Get Hard Lip Syncing My Lyrics Like Milli Vanilli
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Im addicted to Myspace.
My Favorite Spit of the Week.
When I was young my M.O. was to go hand in hand
And even my P.O. she called me the Ginger Bread Man
I cut ya new case, and tell her ass "catch me if you can"
Check it, thou shalt not fuck wit North Seed Papa
50 Cent, I'll break yo punk ass off propa'
Theres no place like home, New York, New York
I run this city, and I dont dance around like Diddy
Niggas is giddy, till they get smacked silly
Or spray wit the Mack Milly, they don't want drama really
Pushy niggas get hard lip syncing my lyrics like Milli Vanilli
Even the hood they feel me *gun cocking sound* Hah! I'm on fire!
-50 Cent
current music: 50 Cent and Biggie Smalls - The Realest Niggaz
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| Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
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4:25 pm - My Radio Show Tonight On www.Prattradio.com 9-11PM
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Go to www.prattradio.com and click on listen. I will be on from 9pm untill 11pm. Tonight I will play anything I feel like playing. It'll be awesome. Beyond awesome.
They put instructions on the page in case your having problems. GO THERE AT 9PM AND LISTEN! WEDNESDAYS AT 9PM!
current music: Ice Cube - Dead Homies
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| Tuesday, February 1st, 2005
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5:44 pm - Distance
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I think a relationship wouldnt be a bad thing, per say. I dont know if it would be a good thing either. It would just be, like I am now. But less having to call people or pretend I want to talk to someone when Id rather just sit in silence.
I mean all I see are ends. And thats just self destructive.
Im thinking about leaving NYC again. Maybe somebody wants to run away to New Orleans with me.
current music: Clan Of Xymox - Stumble and Fall
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| Sunday, January 30th, 2005
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7:28 pm - Cradle Of Filth
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I never got black metal or metal in general. I never liked guitars, and occasionally Id like something but I never got into it. But lately after getting into Dillenger Escape Plan, Locust and Lightning Bolt, I started to listen to some Cradle of Filth albums I had. And I actually like it. Its kind of funny, and I never got the emotion before, but in my old age I think Im beginning to get it. I still dont like like guitars but occasionally theyre good. I find the gutteral screaming fun though. I wish the guitars were heavier and more insane though.
current music: Cradle Of Filth - The Principle Of Evil Made Flesh
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| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005
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12:31 am - Oh By The Way
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| Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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5:09 pm - Good Times
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I haven't paid for a meal since Sunday. I have run into free meal after free meal, scavenging through Pratt. All Ive paid for is Beer and Cigarettes. As well it should be. I wonder how long I can keep it going?
current mood:  happy
current music: Jay Z - Big Pimpin
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| Monday, November 15th, 2004
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12:56 am
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R.I.P. Old Dirty Bastard
A true hero and underappreciated genius his entire career.
The top 10 Minds of all Time as I defined on my site in 2002.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Franz Kafka
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Alan Moore
Trotsky
Carl Jung
Old Dirty Bastard
Baruch Spinoza
William S Burroughs
Alf
As you can see I had ODB right below Carl Jung and right above Spinoza. Big ups son. Hope youre smoking that crack rock in heaven, son.
current music: Wu-Tang - Mystery of Chessboxin
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| Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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10:07 am - Fear and Sadness
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Walking around yesterday at Pratt was so weird. So many people were depressed, quiet, out of it. It was good though, to talk to people I havent talked to much, and sharing how we felt. I've drawn a line earlier between people who are pro-Bush and people who are not, but now it's far more defined for me. I really have no interest whatsoever in talking to you if you think George W Bush's administration is somehow good for America.
I mean he's not so bad, he's a puppet bumpkin. But Karl Rove? Ralph Reed? Dick Cheany? Ashcroft? You really find these people good? It's sickening knowing that there were KKK parties yesterday, neo-Nazi parties, and the amount of frat boys and corporate raiders that were filled with joy... urgh makes me sick.
But it doesn't end. In the darkest hours of freedom, people rise up, and eventually administrations such as this one are overthrown. Its just sad to know the World now sees us as a joke, and there is now a deep divide in this country. I think alot of great minds will be inspired now, to join the fight for liberty (liberalism) and democracy (democratic) and leave that Republic by Plato and that mythology about Jesus wayyyyyyyyyyyy in the past. If the Nukes dont fall in the next 4 years, I really think there may be hope. I mean if things get REALLY bad, maybe then people will stop praying to rocks and thinking that they "deserve" better things because of who they were born as.
Im depressed, but I know that where I am, a majority believe in what I do. Knowing that large cities in the North, where people are far more intelligent, agree with me. I know that today Bruce Springsteen is sad about the events, and Jessica Simpson is happy. I know that scientists feel hopeless, but a Monster Truck Rally organizer thinks business will never be better. I'm sure frat boys will be date raping more than ever this weekend, as some kid who never cared before stops playing his playstation 2 over depression and starts reading to see what he can do.
Maybe this is what a society needs to become better. An enemy, a dying superpower, an empire in it's final days holding control through ignorance and media control. The art has to get better, the music. I mean ignorance has defined this country for so long, maybe this will force so many to wake up and pursue power through intelligence. Ive always believed struggle and pain make a person overcompensate and evolve, maybe this is what the culture as a whole needs. I know 52% of this country is Kid Rock and Britney Spears, but the 48% that is not needs to toughen up. No more pussy shit, ya heard.
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| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
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5:54 pm - Man Oh Man
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In 2000 I wrote an LJ entry predicting what would happen to this country under G W Bush. I was pretty much right on with my predications.
I will write a few predications now and see in 4 years how right I am.
1. Camps. There will soon begin to be camps. First for people who refuse to be drafted and go into the military. Next for free thinkers, intellectuals, artists and anyone else who dares challenge the regime. They will be labeled terrorists and will be imprisoned because they are a harm to America here and abroad.
2. World War 3. As we invade Iran and Syria, The European Union will begin to take action against us. The world will see that there is one common enemy, and it is America. Islam will join with Europe to go to war with us. The french, german, and english people (when Blair loses his replacement will break ties with America.)
3. The internet will be blocked off from sites that are not regulated by the government. Television as well. ANy signal from outside the US will be outlawed. The borders will be closed and US Citizens will no longer be allowed to travel abroad.
4. Our moral fabric hasnt worked under science, so now we must bring spirituality in. Evolution will no longer be taught, creationism will be. No more Abortions on any level, even in cases of rape. No stem cell research, less AIDS research because AIDS is God telling fags that they should not have sex. Also homosexuality is against the Bible and will be punishable under newly enacted laws of sodomy that will be placed into the constitution.
5. Inner city crime will reach new levels. All after school programs will be cut, many teachers will be let go, and with time most people within certain economical groups will be left to create their own cultures. This will not concern the wealthy, because they money used on that will go towards their own achievements. Policing will be phased out in lower income areas, to focus on that crime not reaching higher income areas.
6. A gallon of oil will cost 20$. Only the privaleged will drive. Thats of course, after the war.
7. Nuclear bombs will go in a major city. Nuclear bombs will then be launched elsewhere.
8. We will perish within the next 8 years. Because they think Jesus will come and save them. That is what the final conflict bewteen the Jews and the Arabs is all about. But Jesus wont come. We're all just going to die here.
God I hope Im wrong. That is all.
current mood:  sad
current music: Cold - End of the World
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| Monday, November 1st, 2004
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1:19 pm - Halloween and Nov 2nd
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Man I am so nervous about tomorrow. Just filled with anxiety on top of anxiety. How can we possibley win with all the corruption on the other side? Lost ballots from liberal neighborhoods, names being thrown out of voting pools, FBI agents calling and intimidating people, crooked republican voter registration organizations ripping up democrat registrations, diebold. Are republicans still in charge of counting the votes in Florida. Why ON EARTH would they be fair about this?
It's scarey, because it will probabley go to the Supreme Court again and the 5 conservatives will decide over the 4 liberals again. Scarey times. Im ready for a revolution and all, but really I just wanna get drunk at a house party and make out with a cute girl.
BTW Halloween weekend was great. House parties, beer, good friends, and cute girls. What else could a brutha ask for.
And KMFDM is tomorrow, but shit, how am I supposed to enjoy it? Skinny Puppy on Friday too? Is anyone else as freaked out about this as I am? Its like tomorrow is Sept 11th Part 2. The Empire Strikes Back.
current mood: anxious
current music: Jay Z - Take Over
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| Friday, October 29th, 2004
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5:00 pm - For All The Bush Fans
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"DUBAI (Reuters) - Osama bin Laden accused George W. Bush on Saturday of deceiving Americans and said the Sept. 11 attacks would not have been so severe if the U.S. president had been alert.
Bin Laden, appearing in a video on Al Jazeera four days before the U.S. presidential election and gesturing at the camera with a finger to stress points, made his clearest comments yet taking responsibility for the Sept 11 attacks.
"Despite entering the fourth year after Sept. 11, Bush is still deceiving you and hiding the truth from you and therefore the reasons are still there to repeat what happened," said the al Qaeda leader, making his first video appearance for more than a year.
The Bush administration resembled "corrupt" Arab governments, he said. "
I hope you guys enjoy terrorism for the rest of your lives because of Dubya and his boys.
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